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Good morning Blog Readers! The Devil is really working for real. Ever since I had this book meeting, God has been showing me people’s true colors and for the first time I love it. Some people can be snakes and say things about other people like how they feel they act when in reality they are the ones who are bitter because they can’t let the past be the past. When you don’t move forward you stay unhappy from everything that affected you in the past. It’s amazing to me how some of the people I considered close to me over these last couple months are now acting funny towards me. Does it upset me? Yes it does but I have to accept it for what it is. At least I know they are the enemy now. People will smile in your face acting like they care and then act just like the ones who hurt you. Everyone you share your problems with are not being sincere. I am learning that right now.

Because I am so smart and determined to follow my dreams and learn so much in this place we call life, I know I am a threat. If you inspire people to do what they want to do those negative people luring in the darkness are going to be around secretly trying to break you down. I have learned that I have to win through my actions and not through argument. Arguing with these boxed-in individuals would be stooping to their level because they don’t have the ability to see what I see or what I will see in my lifetime.

Calling people names and breaking them down mentally just shows how much words have power. Once words roll off of your tongue, that is it because you can’t take it back. I realize that. Some people live for drama. They act like they are lending a helping hand when they are really laughing at the nonsense going on whether it’s family drama or something else. It’s like a couch potato someone who does nothing with their life but knows EVERY show that comes on from morning to the wee hours of the morning.

People don’t understand that for every action there is a reaction. It’s better to show people then tell them because once they see the outcome it’s no more being nice. I am content in everything I do. Life is short but just because you make that statement does not mean that you know what it means. If those people who make that statement knew what it mean, they would not take their love ones for granted. But once someone gives up and is done that is it.

If a person is ashamed of someone and does not want to have a relationship with them just let it be. It’s done and they don’t care. People don’t know how to respect decisions. Others who say they understand really don’t because if they did they would drop it and wouldn’t act funny the next day like they judging you based on that situation. Some humans can really be nasty acting and two faced and that’s where that statement: “Life is to short” comes in because no one has time for the fakeness. Time is everything to me and anyone else who does not have time for the drama. You even find yourself laughing at times because people can be so deceitful.

“The eyes are useless when the mind is blind.”

As soon as people see you going after your dreams then all hell breaks loose…Don’t let ANYONE block your blessings because they certainly could prolong them. If I have strayed from you just know that means your season or reason is UP.

Now, I know I may not be perfect and I struggle from day to day but I know HE is molding me. This call on my life is greater than anything I have EVER felt. Live life fully while you’re here. Experience everything and take care of yourself. Find the cause of the problem and eliminate it. Don’t try to be perfect just be an excellent example of a human being.

With that said, I am truly grateful for everything I have and what’s yet to come. I’m so happy that I learned to be humble through every situation that I come in contact with. I am also willing to help others whether I have it or not.  I learned that some people think just because you help them, you have to kiss their butt. However, that is not the way to be because money isn’t everything because if it was people would be happy and not sitting in the house just gossiping waiting for other people’s failures. I come to understand that it’s the little things that count. So when all else fails, HE still takes care of me. Worrying about tomorrow or others leaves to much doubt for TODAY.

You’ve seen how science is the lens by which we can understand the universe with some degree of certainty. You’ve seen how the universe is structured (or ordered) according to natural laws that are inherent at every scale of existence, from subatomic particles to galaxy clusters. Everything operates according to these laws of growth, order, and direction."You’ve seen how the Mind is the source of these laws, and how this Infinite consciousness is, as the Qur’an says of Allah, “nearer to man than his jugular vein.”
From the book, "Science of Self" by Supreme Understanding~ Intro to Chapter 4
Good morning blogreaders today is an extremely blessed day for me and there are more days to come like this. Yesterday was the BIGGEST moment of my life. July 18,2012 is going down in my history book as the day my career launched. I met with my new publisher yesterday and I am pleased to say that God has blessed me with a strong, business minded individual who knows the literature industry. I was so nervous in the meeting as she told me how she likes my style of writing and that I would be the youngest author she is signing to the company. Now, I posted this on my twitter but I am  going to say it again:
Be careful what you post on these social networks because these big companies will do their research on you. Everything you post is a reflection of YOU whether you know it or not. In the meeting, they stated that they googled me and went to this website and everything. However, I already knew that. lol. As my brother sat there with me for support and I listened to her tell me all the things she has planned for me I was more in shock and beyond excited. This is going to be something big for me and something amazing for me. Now, I am not revealing the company yet but I will say that they are signing me for a three book deal & my first book under the [company] is set to release next year! The first book dropping will be, "Scared of Lonely" of course. I am so ready and if I'm not well, it's to late for all that because my name is about to be out there and my books. I will remain humble and continue to climb my way up the success ladder. I know this is a blessing because publishers do not meet with their authors unless they see something and that's excatly what this company said. My writing dreams are really becoming a reality. The vision I had for myself back in 2008 is now playing out in front of my eyes. All I can say is that is the power of MY mind and MY WORDS.

I also know as I continue to climb the ladder of life to reach my dreams, I will find that with every step comes another obstacle I must face and overcome.  Things I never imagined will try to stop me and people I thought would be happy for me will be filled with envy. But, wherever my success takes me, I'll always remember the strength and determination it took to get me there. SUCCESS IS WORTH EVERY STRUGGLE & I WILL NEVER GIVE UP ON MY DREAMS.

The office located in Buckhead where I had my first big publishing meeting. No I am not in this picture as you can see but once I sign the contract then I will take a picture in this office. Until then, I am not jinxing anything. I have came this far and just don't want ANYTHING to go wrong.